Insomnia

The room is dark

No sound

Just empty all around me

But why it still hard to close this eye

Why must my brain still thinking bout things

Things that i don't want to think

Maybe because of that i'm having some hard times

Just to have a good night sleep

So here i am

Writing all of this words

Just because an insomnia

That keep on hunting me for awhile

1.21 AM

15/2/2012

Trusting Inside All Of Us

Black in white, White in black

God where is the respect between all of us?

I tried to speak but no one to care

Peace that just started to falling down

Between all of us

Good morning sun just become fear

Where war just make it become darker

No more trusting

Just all lying

Making this shit look so freaky

And here i am

With open arms

Just hoping all of this could stop

And disagree all of this crap that been happening

Before this trusting started to gone slowly

Inside all of us

3.51 AM

14/2/2012

The Greatest Enemy

Everyday we are at war

Against our greatest enemy

Who is this greatest enemy?

Make us can't eat

Make us can't speak

Make us can't see

Make us can't feel

Who is he or she?

Fuck who the hell is this greatest enemy?

You want to know?

Really want to know?

Go and look at the mirror

And you will know

9.44 AM

3/2/2012

Around The Dusk

Walking around the dusk

Under the green tree

Remove the empty

Feeling inside of me

Open my eye

My dark brown eye

And looked up in the sky

Sad sad sky

And sitting again

Under the green tree

With all dusk around me

When will i see the sun?

Beautiful shining sun

Hopefully soon

5.18 AM

28/1/2012

Behind This Door

Hiding behind the door

Afraid of the truth in front of the door

Don't want to know

What happen in front of it

I just want to hide

Behind this door

It make me feel safe

Am i safe?

I don't know

Am i really safe?

I wish i know

12.47 AM

26/1/2012

Out Of Control

Looking up looking down

Searching the way

To stop the pain

But i can't

Stop It!

Just stop it!

I can't control it anymore

The pain is out of control

And it getting worst

If i don't stop it

3.04 AM

25/1/2012

Walking Thru A Fire

I won't stop

I won't be scare

To face the truth

I'm ready to fight

For my own good

I don't want to a loser

Who scare of life

I want to be strong

Stronger than before

Because this is what i choose to do!

12.59 AM

24/1/2012